Oh haii fellas <3

I came back fast ey?

Well I've got some time today! ..maybe like. tonightttt!

I went to Universal Studio in Orlando today and according to the fact that I am a super weird human that doesn't really goes along well with amusement park kinda stuff. I got extremely dizzy, felt terrible and went back to my hotel

Despite the feelings, i recovered, watched 3 episodes of Criminal Minds and now back here updating you guys about my days in the Big Apple!

That was the morning of my 2nd day!

With my lovely friend<3

Her name is Pear, i met her in elementary school but we got to know more in around grade7.

It was a long time right, for 20years of my life (urgh 20!) I've known this human for about 11 years!

After she stayed in Japan, came back and stayed with me.

Came here to America, got back and met me in Bangkok and now.

We finally got to meeet in the United States of Ameeeeerica!

Brooklyn Bridge, NewYork City.

We went to Brooklyn Bridge in the late morning.

Took the subway downtown, and walk along follow the bridge and signs.

It was a very nice day, clear sky and cool breeze blowing.

Unfortunately, the bridge was under constructing.. like. editing or something, we can still walk on it but some part was covered under the white sheet so it wasn't quite clearly pretty as it should be.

After a while of appreciating, we walk back down the same way, didn't actually cross to Brooklyn. We went to Financial District because my mother just so fond for the Stock market and she wanted to see the fancy NewYork Stock Exchange.

Well, sincerely, I wanted to see it too.

Not because I'm a market trader or anything but first, The Dark Knight Rises was shot based on the area. Second, I wanna see the famous charging bull which sounds quite strange and last, the place sounds cool to me. Lol.

Topshop blue tank, Topshop high waist blue soft jeans, converse classic, Longchamp long carry nude.

On the way there, we passed The Federal Hall.
Which yea, I don't know what it is but there was a huge statue of mr. president there.
Not the present one, ofcourse.



So yea, there was a huge body of George Washington in front of the Roman-like building but as I don't really know what he had done for the country, I shall just took a photo of his statue's sign..



No. I'm not being sarcastic.
hehehe :p

After had a troller lunch on the street for an American sake of feeling. We hop on the subway, headed uptown to the 5th Avenue.

No, not to upgrade the lifestyle or something but we got our tickets for NBC tour and Rockefeller in the evening.




This freaking ice cream on your left here killed me. It just sooo goooooood. so soft and sweet but not too sweet. MyGodddd. Just a really perfect combination!

so if you're in nyc and you see the big ice cream truck, jump in and ask for original ice cream on sugar cone. Trust me, no regret!








On our way there, we stopped by the huge 3 floors book store and finally I got the book I've been looking for; John Green's Looking for Alaska.




Since I read his The Fault in Our Stars and some random quotes online I always admire mr.Green's thought and choice of words..

If you like some kind of straight forward language you should try read some of his works.
it's brilliant.

As we've got loads of time,
I decided to check out this amazing place called The Grand Central Terminal.




Well yes, we all saw it from Gossip Girl the starting of the whole series..
but I'm not a huge fan of that franchise, I just wanted to be there because it look extremely good in the picture and it does! look stunning in reality.

Grand Central Terminal, New York City

Unfortunately, NBC Studio tour allows no camera inside so I couldn't take any picture for you guys from that incredible place..


It was huge.. like, the power and mental stuff they had on me.
I got goosebump when the guide said Justin Timberlake was there .. hahahahha :p


Well yea! It's JT, who wouldn't!

Up side down!

We stop by at Bouchon for some macarons.

Yes folks, you heard it right! The famous Bouchon!

I got myself one chocolate and one caramel here<3
hmmmm good..!





soooo,
Ready for Top of the Rock now guys?

Top of the Rock, Rockefeller Building, NewYork city

The timing was accidentally perfect!
We planned to be there 8pm so we can see NewYork in night light but more lucky than that..





We got to see the sun setting over the Big Apple!!




First we just kinda feel screwed because it wasn't dark yet but when we see the sun going down, we all just went speechless.. guys, its amazing.

Top of the Rock, Rockefeller Building, NewYork city

And there's the Empire State Building!

Top of the Rock, Rockefeller Building, NewYork city

Top of the Rock, Rockefeller Building, NewYork city

Not everyday that you got to see something like this in a life time..

Well guys,

I just wanted to say..

Appreciate every moment you have, it's all beautiful in its own way.

Memorize it the way you wanted to.

Breathe in every good minute and second you have as you're living in this world.

Take the breathe as if you're counting it.

Live your life in your pretty way :)

Top of the Rock, Rockefeller Building, NewYork city

I'll get back to you soon and throw you guys some trolling I've done in NewYork!

Have a great day, great night and great whatever timezone you're in!

<3

-b

hello fellas!

I'm currently in NewYork freakin' City!

it's my fourth night already. so fast..

here's a glimpse!!

I'll come back for some nyc blog :)

nowwwwww

It's going to be about how and why you should move on from whatever makes you blue

I don't want a post to be everywhere and blurry as

 combining many stuffs together

and this topic was requested for like. a month or something already so I should do it now!

Well, to forget someone and to moving on is two different story..

but it's two things that goes along together like two side or the same coins.

same hand

same whatever nouns you like :p

but I can confirm you sometime there's long list of ways you can do to move on from any kind of thing that tide you behind but it's up to you if each method suits you well or not.

You know, sometime miracle can happens..

It's like your feeling keep fading and you just feel nothing special anymore.

so the post is more about how to move on from someone than something if you're wondering :)

But that feeling called miracle when it happens to you at the right time as you want it to, but remember, this world is mad, and it's real mad because of the thing called 'feeling' 

because it's not just happens to us, 

it can happens to others as well, and it probably called tragedy if it happens to our love ones

sure, we never ever want them to change.

So let's get started with something simple

Keep yourself busy

well, not lazy-busy

real-busy

Try find something you love doing that can keep your head stimulating and running that you can't even think of anything else but that activities

Find your passion, seriously maybe a short-term passion like a small project to work on.

Surround yourself with happy people who can make you smile, the ones who you can be silly with all day and keep on with the positive topics

Some books would work, but find something else rather than Nicholas Spark type of book.

I'm pretty sure you don't want to read beautiful tragic love story trying to forget someone..

Some TV series would do too.

I'm talking about The Simpson, Family Guy, Bigbang Theory or jump to CSI, Sherlock, Criminal mind type of shows by the way.. :p

Try keep your brain works as hard and as active in the way you still happy with it as possible,

keep doing it for a while, and maybe decrease it at some point you'll find yourself clean, out of worries and attached..

maybe you get new attatched..

to those tv series lol.

next, try think of yourself

You should really really really know your value.

I can type the word really for million times just to make you sure that you're really worth everything good, so please please please, believe me, you're worth every minute of happiness.

If you understand my point you'll clearly understand why you have no reasons at all to be miserable.

You're living your life, you deserved to be happy

you deserved to have all the wonderful moments

Maybe if you quite getting this but you still couldn't get your mind out of the thing you should try put your mind into something that can benefits yourself

maybe go for some massage or spa,

glam yourself up, be more beautiful than ever.

show everyone they all have no rights to break you.

You're as great as you're willing to be

Try remember rather than forget

 new one huh?

you probably wonder how remembering would help in moving on.

Let me quote Inception that quoted based on the book:

"If I tell you not to think about elephant, what do you think?"

"elephant"

"see."

So, yea, trying to forget is like trying to suppress all memories you have,

deeply inside you still freaking remember.

Try remember the feeling you didn't like.

Try remember how that person made you feel that you really hate and you'll remember why you have to walk out of this. You did because it's not good for you.

Try remember the reasons

and don't forget to remember that every action has reason as well so all you have to do it do the best for yourself to be happy again no matter how hard it takes.

Better think that way people :)

Let me know if you try and it works

or let me know anything you want from this blog!

Hope you're all doing great and having your hope up toward everything!

b

<3

Hi humans  :)

I've been feeling super weird lately.

Like, blue, gloomy, happy, lazy.. it's just tons of combinations I extremely fail to explain..

Maybe..

because of the rainy Bangkok?

because of Murakami's Norwegian Wood that i've been reading?

because of me expecting something from people in my life?

or the loads of issues going on around me and my friends?

I. Have. No. Idea.

when I read something like that I feel like a retarded robot..

So.. I'm here to tell you humans some tips before you take off to some place in whatever reasons, traveling, studying, working, escaping..

If you're not going on a group tour where they arranged all schedules and time table for you.. I'm sure, whether how lazy you are.. You should get yourself a schedule..

why?

if you don't prepare where to go, when and how you'll find yourself waste sooo much time deciding and getting lost.. that's not fun, trust me babies

okay. so that's a number one!

1. Make your schedule and time table

Plan it out. where to go, where you want to eat, how to get there.

If you have enough time, though it will be super exhausted, try search on google map you will see if places to want to go are close, so you can be there on the same day. List out in dates in times and if any place requires reservation, make sure to get it done before hand.

 save time and benefiting!

next next,

if you're particularly interest in clothes and fashion.. you might get my point here..

2. Arrange what to where on what day

I did this since like.. 5 years ago or something..

Well, at first I didn't mean to make it look organized or anything in an adult way..

I just wanted to look my best everyday..

whoa.. what kind of kid I was..

So not just it helps you look your best on the day of happiness but when you know what you going to wear it prevent you from carrying too much clothes.. it's kinda waste the space and luggage's weight you know.. This reaaaally helps!

I save your time and mood in the morning as well..

no more rush and hesitating over outfits! Yay!

3. List down what you need to bring

THIS IS AN EXTREME MUST.

seriously..

I don't really do the caps lock expression but this is crucial..

I know how we all hate it if we forget anything during the trip..

so.. few days earlier, list down all freaking things you think you need in your life..

well like. cellphone, phone charger, ipod, books, cleanser, and mannnyyyyyy other things

Okay so that's my personal tips..

other things like packing your clothes into small bags inside the luggage is normal..

if you wanna know: it helps your bag look nicer and easier for you to find clothes without tearing everything out and messed yourself up.

or some weird things you might want to know.. 

Like i love wearing leggings on the plane.. or this time, i probably gonna change into my dancing pants because it is sooo freaking comfortable hahahha :p

or I have to tie my hair up on the plane or instead, wear a hoodie to prevent my hair having electricity with the chair.. it gonna looks super bad after the zzz zzz sounds.. but with hoodie or being tied up, it helps a lot!

so now, you might wondering where am I going..

I'm leaving to The States tomorrow night!

..and sincerely i am severely lazy that I have no motivation at all..

like.. Attttttt Alllllllll

I'll land in New York, meet my friend there, come down to meet a friend in DC.

go down more for some Orlando fun and cross to the west coast, meeting my friends in San Francisco 

and reality hits..

I'll be in LA for another month!

I'll be in UCLA's film camp for 2 weeks then take some dance class and stay lazy 

*hopefully*

and peacefully in the apartment.. until August

but now I'm so out of conscious and feeling blank..

maybe some personal post will come around soon..

emotions and feelings that's overwhelming.

If the mood is still around you guys will get to hear it out but if it's gone then something else will be up

Let me know if you want to hear something from me :)

Have a great day

-b

Hey ho hey yo

I'm here to talk about some odd thing I did for my odd friend on her birthday.

This friend of mine is someone I can't explain in words how she's important to me

soooooo..

She got older in the passed April.

Yep, she's a month older than me..  Ha!

..now is such a lazy morning on the day i happened to have a two meeting 

It was an active morning at first then, now, rain falls in Bangkok city

not gooooooooood!

Com' on rain! Hold on and falls at night! it makes you a lot more beautiful!

but no, I cannot do anything about it so let's give out the thing I did to you so you might have some idea for your special someone sometwo somethree..

or yes, you can use my idea right away. no copyright! :p

so I kinda, secretly talked with my friend's mother about how to get to their house..

Trust me, me and my friend, though we meet a lot and she came to my house often.. that day is the first day I went to hers and came to realised how far a house could be -__-

We live far from each other like two side of the same city..

To be precise, it's actually two different city even.

I live in North-East Bangkok and she lives in the border part of a city next to Bangkok in the west side..

Holy right..

but I did found her house!

(After got lost for 3 times..)

As it was planned..

I should arrived there and put up all the colourful papers and pictures up then ring the bell.. 

or call.. or text. whatever..

But due to the fact that my friend has some syntom of cant-staying-at-home 

(you know I'm kidding right..)

She was about to go out at the time I still lost my way there so her mom has to tell her to stay in because I was going there.. Yea, she did called me and asked if it's okay to tell her that..

what a sweet loving mother :3

soooo.. by the time I got there, as my BWM X3 is loud enough to made her come out of the house.. 

I put all the things up while she witness me there.. Lame a bit lol

Despite all the facts that the surprise became a surprise that less surprising..

My friend was still excited and super hyper seeing these stuffs

so that was good!

So you guys should try do something more than just buy a simple gift for your friend.

Your mother father brother sister or your kind neighbour who share you their wifi..

Yes. I'm kidding on the neighbour

But seriously, try something new. not just buy them a gift and just that..

You know I'm kinda a type who care super much on choosing a gift for my friends

(well, one of my pals told me that)

though I care and paid attention on buying sooo much, I barely remember what did I gave them by weeks later.. yes, because I am terrible at remembering things without scenes too.

Come out with some cool ideas, and give your life something to think of..

Like this!

Have a great time people, 

Don't forget to smile :)

-b

smile :)

hi guys <3

I was just wondering about love ..

 you know, when you got to meet people and sometimes they're just sooo good..

As good as you never know would exist in the world.

Well, im not here today to describe a perfect fairy prince or anything

I don't know if this might sounds weird but..

'Do you believe in Soulmate?'

I kinda do

..sooooo

In my country there's some belief about a predictor..

He said something about my life that I, or people born around my time, will meet my 'soulmate' somewhere, sometime in between May 15th 2012 - May 15th 2013

me and my friends were exciting just for fun you know, we will meet someone who might belong to us!

sounds grand to me for some reasons hahahaaha

Since now is really close to May 15th already and I learned sooo many things about life, faith and love this passed year.. I've met soo many amazing people and I just want to tell you guys that ..

 sometimes, love doesn't come to you in one particular type..

I have been loving someone for so long that I once thought I cant think of anyone else in the world but then when time comes I can just moved on and live my life perfectly without thinking about this person anymore..

I decided to just pay attention to people who can make me happy

we got to love ourselves as well as others right..

so dont hurt yourself loving other people more than you appreciate your value :)

Well..

still not the main point of this blog.. :p

I come here to tell you all that at one point of your life..

someone will stepped in and make you wonder why it is so easy for you to love them..

..not a romantic love type but you will feel yourself bounded up with that particular person so quickly you questioned youself over again but if you open your mind try to see it another way.. it feels like they instantly became your family member as you love them just like that..

so if anyone asks me do I believe in soulmate or something like that I would say yes, I do

I might think it all by myself..

and that might be only the only part of this blog you agree with but trust me, you have to face it yourself and you'll know.. you can feel you being tied u

no matter in what way you love your person..

Dont forget to love yourself and know you deserve every right to be happy :)

<3 you all

Love your life and appreciate all the beauty surrounded you :)

<3

- b